dear everybody

Please never worry about behaving any way around me other than the way you feel.  I am tired of pretenses, they make me more uncomfortable than you acting like a total weird or nervous or curious or annoyed or etc.

It's just that every day I feel closer to believing the frantic no-eye-contact social interactions and the same phrases again and it makes me feel brittle and sour.  

This will make things easier. 

Kisses,

s.j.p.