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this is a blog post

last night i got drunk after not being able to focus on writing papers and fighting epically with my boyfriend and decided that i should punch myself in the face

it signifies being about to explode

it felt so good, didn't leave any marks but the feeling of my knuckles popping against my jaw, and how sore and stiff it is today

i know things will be fine in the future but i'd rather they be fine now

it felt so good to feel something

or maybe as i sometimes suspect i really need to wallow in my own dramatic shit once in awhile

it felt so good felt so good felt so good felt so good felt so good

this is where i do it, i wish i could only post "impressive" things for people to read and like keep it a polished, creative space like others do, 

ain't how i roll

on the verge of something here, my life feels like it's rotting