Wednesday, November 5, 2008

nobody understands

when I try and explain 
what I assume 
is a deep spiritual connection with Jon Bon Jovi.
it is most probably
a pure accident of the cosmos
as I am not so much a fan
but he keeps being there
for no reason
for example
as a scrabble word the first time I got drunk
(only spelled "Bong")
and I wanted to kiss my friend
but couldn't, because i realized for the first time
i just couldn't, and wouldn't.
Whenever I think about him
the way thoughts stir into your head 
like settling leaves
I will hear one of his songs soon after.
Sometimes I'll have a memory of a good time
and suddenly realize the song my friends and i were singing
was by his band, when i didn't know before;
These are just

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