poetry

will might ruin your life.


poetry

will ruin your life

but it's okay if your
life is just a tv show you
watch sometimes.


poetry

i've been bored since i was born.


poetry

at xmas my aunt gripped both arms
asked me how i was and i said           the same
she eyed me grimly and said
good
the same is good
it can get a
lot worse


poetry

my aunt did not molest me

like if my life was on television

that might have happened

like
        i'm sorry


poetry

this is a joke.


poetry

i remember sitting in trees
climbing into the greasy dog house
twizzler pull and peels


poetry

bffs bffs bffs bffs bffs bffs bffs

feed me
everything you know
about secrets.


poetry

narcissism.


poetry

i didn't spell narcissism right on the first try.


poetry

i just learned my kitchen table that i got from my grandma
was actually the table in our kitchen when i was little,
the white table my dad butchered a deer on
in my earliest memory.


poetry

why is my affect ablur

i'm joking