tuesday

some days this job thing from a place of pure social anxiety can make me feel

like firing a round in the ceiling and yelling hey, hey,

this terrible bitter game of other men's money you call a career,

i did never sign on to witness your quavery posturing, nor you mine

i wanted to write about how yoga lends to my ever-present sensation of being unnatural; i flex and bend in the proper ways and wonder how on earth a body could do this to me for so long and get away with it

mostly it's cool though i just got to vent shit like this once in awhile or the likelihood increases that i will accidentally call someone a "cunt" via telephone, fax, or email.