tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2327896689864867544.post3887003702768206251..comments2023-10-25T08:19:01.817-05:00Comments on The Fucked Generation: birdsong radio and grasssarshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00142750668667683532noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2327896689864867544.post-70586060291854358622011-02-28T11:09:21.069-06:002011-02-28T11:09:21.069-06:00in seeking reassurance i damn myself.
there was a...<i>in seeking reassurance i damn myself.</i><br /><br />there was a lot of this feeling, frustration addressed in my last post. i understand this well. it is like the entirety of my last relationship: i seek a reassurance of this strange novel commitment; it makes the other reconsider; i have to beg to take it back. i guess it is this feeling that characterizes my steely bitterness and breaks of desperate depressions these days: the questioning of what this tug of war is worth.<br /><br />anyway, i think the only thing anyone is saying "awful awful" about is the general sorry state of affairs. you are not being spoken ill of <3JESS!CAhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11916519740033540603noreply@blogger.com